Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Guilt and Forgiveness Do not coincide well - Auto-Writing Post 3

Wow, the message from yesterday said "Tomorrow is a day of fortune for you"  Omg it really was. We had a fantastic lunch meeting.

I prepared my most recent TV show proposal and brought it.  Jenefer showed up and we just talked high energy and non stop for an hour and a half.   Jenefer wants to do a companion book to the TV show or a companion book to the documentary. She thinks I am going in the right direction and she wants to send the project over to Beyond Words Publishing, who did The Secret, and What the Bleep Do We Know. So I am starting to write a book based on the episode outline of the TV show. Then we will work together to determine the next steps. Yay.

Meanwhile she really inspired me and blew my mind. She was saying how Death is a gift in that death brings a kind of focus that is more specific.  Along the way of her spiritual learning, and in watching Abraham Hicks she has learned about and is developing this concept about how energy is neither positive or negative but that the way we receive it is either positively or negatively.  The example she framed is that when a major world issues happens, such as 9/11 people are all focused on it and it creates this energy or energy field. Like a "Rocket of Desire", as in Abraham Hicks, the energy or Rocket of Desire, can supersede all of our other intentions. Jenefer was saying that this energy is not positive nor negative it is energy and that focused energy can be harnessed for the good. I can't fully wrap my mind around it. I've asked her to develop the concept further so I can spam it. It sounds so profound and interesting.

That is my question today.

Q. Dear God please explain this concept that Jenefer described to me today,  that energy is neither positive or negative and can be harnessed.

A. To be told of this is awkward for a person who has difficulty to control their thought processes. She is correct to say that the divine is of one source and all is of the divine. To harness the streamlined consciousness is a gift few may obtain without first the understanding of guilt. Guilt is a non surplus emotion or idea that has no standing in this forum. To be guilty will prevent you from obtaining enlightenment. to harness energy that is focused starts when you can open your heart to the infinite by forgiving one another, guilt and forgiveness do not coincide well. Guilt is the act of not forgiving yourself. If one was to say that you are guilt free you must first know that you are one with god and god is already in you, you must acknowledge this by doing what your true heart desire is. To love. In order to obtain this level of enlightenment where you can harness the focused energy you speak of, you have to first start with the unfinished business of how to be divine in the first place. Divinity is of one creator, of one power, of one soul as all souls, it is said to be so. 


 Well that didn't really explain it but  it did explain how you would start in that direction.

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Let go of the Unwanted - Auto-Writing Post 2

Good morning world! Today I feel great, I'm doing the affirmation from yesterday

"affirm that you are of kindness and breathing kindness, living forgiveness. forever grateful, and loving" 

I am made of Kindness, I breathe kindness, I live forgiveness, forever grateful, and loving

Today I still don't have any questions from people to ask so I'll ask my own question.

Q. What should I talk about tomorrow in my meeting with the publisher?

A. You have the answers to all your questions, follow the guidance we give. Tomorrow is a day of fortune for you. You will move beyond a block you've had. Going forward is the most trying issue you are dealing with. Take the time to see where your thoughts lead you. Determine if they are the most beneficial to your well-being. Let go of the unwanted. Trust this.

I'm feeling great and I don't have any other questions today. If anyone wants to ask a question I let me know. I'd love to see what comes through for other people.

Monday, October 27, 2014

How to get out of limbo - Auto-Writing Post 1

Today I am going to go public with my auto-writing if you want to see all my posts with auto-writing going forward, click on the label to the right that says auto-writing

My first step in Auto-writing that is most effective is to ask a question and listen for what comes back, and sometimes the message seems convoluted, but usually when I go back to read it later it makes more sense.

I'm not really sure where to start until people give me a question they want answered, so I will just make up a question. I will post the auto-writing in italics, and it will only be edited to make it understandable.

October 27, 2014 3:06 pm Pacific Time, Portland Oregon, sitting at my desk, living room.

Q. Dear God - I feel as if I am in a limbo, a little lost because I'm not sure what to do going forward for my career. Please tell me if I'm going in the right direction and what my next steps should be.

A. You write about this as if it is a question to be determined by the under mind of the whole.  But it is actually something that can originate with your being.  You need to be honest with your being about what you want. A connection to others is important, not just a message to the world. you must invest more into the connection of people than the message to them. 

Q. OK that makes complete sense but what I'd like to know is what should I do right now going forward to bring my aspiration of financial abundance, to uplift media in the world, and as a career?

A. Right this moment making your connection public is a good step, you have a kind heart but hide it under a complex system of supposed official tasks.  Your core of kindness will truly show you what you really need to do.  Make personal connections, give to others, service, and the answer to your career will come. The monetary reward you search is not possible if you do not do that. Love comes first. Not just when you have time to schedule it in. 

Q. Will I make it with my television show?

A.  You are on the brink of success, keep steadfast, make your kindness a part of who you are again, make connections and it will flow like agua from a spring to your life in unbelievable ways. Love for the centeredness of all, intention, for the love of one, the true and holy essence. It is spoken to be more like him, like Jesus, we say that you are able to do this in a way that others are not  aware. You struggle to do this every moment, every day you are met with the pain of the body, the uncomfortable cravings of the soul and body in influx. You can bring the essence to you, closer to you and you will have a joy that has only been tasted by you, but you will live it and share it and truly inspire the people you chose to inspire. This joy can translate to many but not exactly the way you are now. You must be fully true to everyone with it. You must live and acknowledge this connection and become who it is you must speak from the connection. You must not let life on this balance be what distracts you from your true kindness of one and kindness of all. It is said that is so. Affirm it. Affirm that you are of kindness and breathing kindness, living forgiveness. forever grateful, and loving. bring that energy into your life, become one with that. The essence. Let it be so. 

Q. How can I start to make these personal connections of kindness you talk about. Please Dear God please give me ideas of how to begin .

A. In the instance of connection, you must be present in the moment when another soul is by you. If a soul is by you acknowledge them, speak a word from the heart, any word, do not worry if it is the correct word, take the time to slow down and acknowledge that person or people. That is a beginning to the kindness we speak of. 

Laying it out on the line my beliefs in woo woo, Delores Cannon died, and my auto-writing.

There are woo woo things that most people don't talk about unless you are very brave (** woo woo is Kimberly Clark Sharp's term for unexplained paranormal events Kimberly Clark Sharp's book "After The Light" )  With me having done the short film Surviving Death, and trying to get the TV show Consciousness Continues put on TV,  you would be correct to think that I am into Woo Woo stuff.

But I am NOT a die hard fanatic about things such as conspiracy's, aliens, ghosts, etc.   I have some firm believes on certain things, like I KNOW there is more than what we see. I just know it.  I know the soul goes beyond the body.  I know that we have a connection that we can all access.

Another thing I am NOT is religious. I do not follow any particular religion. I do not believe that we are punished for not following a certain set of arbitrary rules.

US Bank ATM clamped down on this $20.  
I do believe that energy is  in everything, I do believe that we have a crazy amount of power within us. I know that we can change our realities with belief and feelings. My husband pretends to nod along with this but as he sometimes in the same day balks at me saying to think positive thoughts about our car, which will not pass DEQ, he will also realize that while swimming the length of the pool at the community center his thoughts cause him to panic and think that he cannot make it, therefore causing a panic.  He once broke an ATM because he was scared of it not working, since it was his first time to deposit cash without a deposit slip nor envelope. Sure enough the ATM did not work.  He is supportive but sometimes I think he fakes it and also tries to ride the line of Catholicism.

Anyway, what I am trying to bring up is Delores Cannon.  I came across the below video this year - I know that this is going to freak people out and possibly even make people think I'm a little or a lot off because this very long interview rings true to me. P.S. Delores died last week.

What I felt like when I saw this is that when the student is ready the teacher will appear.  If I would have saw this 10 years ago I probably would have dismissed it as way too far out there.

Delores is a  Regressionist and Psychic Researcher who specializes in recovery and catalog of lost knowledge. What it means is through Hypnotherapy sessions with thousands of people she has received messages that continue from one session with one person to the next. This video discusses her findings. She has dozens of books and is highly respected.

I saw in another interview that she started doing this work in the 60's even before the works of Edgar Cayce were published, he did the research decades before but it was not made public until the 70's.So anyway earlier this year I had come across that video and for some reason it rang true to me. I realize the concepts are very far out there but to me it makes sense and resonates with me as being true somehow.

So there it is,  I believe in weird stuff.

And I do automatic writing that actually has predicted many things in my life. I just had the epiphany that I will start doing auto-writing posts here so that I can document if I make a prediction or not. If you have a question I can answer through auto-writing, post it here and I will do it.  I can channel some type of higher consciousness. I've just never embraced it but I have done automatic writing since the 90's and stored it away. Some of it is saved in Mexico, some of it is on my computer, some of it is in notebooks.

That's it. This may lose some people and may bring new readers. But I'm into woo woo.

Leave a question in the comments I'll do a post about that question.

Blessings always,
PuertoVallartaGirl in Portland.