I guess I’ve been waiting for something. I’ve been waiting for a time when we can have fun…. But there is always a reason that we cannot have fun right now. We are drinking and I think that Enrique just can’t loosen up. He doesn’t even want to sit down in the Ocean.
We talked a little bit and I said maybe you are upset because you don’t know what we are doing… and he agreed. Or he might have even said it himself.
DEAR GOD PLEASE HELP US TO BE UNITED…….. DEAR GOT PLEASE HELP US TO HAVE FAITH IN YOU…. I KNOW WE CAN MAKE THIS WORK. I KNOW EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT FOR THE BEST. It is just so difficult for me to let go because I love him so much. “My whole life is this family and it doesn’t work without him…” Jerry Macguire.
Sorry I’m a champion.. I just listened to the song that Ty gave us. It is good…
A Miracle happened today. We went for a walk on the beach and it actually made Enrique happy. NOTHING HAS MADE him happy for awhile.
I Just heard this song FM Radio…….. "half dunk, lonely soul screaming out, try to lose everything you know……daddy aint coming home…….."
I miss my dad. Hes all I ever really had for solid support!